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Whispers of Hypnos

By

Joshua Lee Andrew Jones



Published by Joshua Lee Andrew Jones at Smashwords



@copyright 2010 Joshua Lee Andrew Jones

Whispers of Hypnos


When dreams become…?

How did Einstein ride the photon?

Is there more?

Somnambulism affects how many?

Perspective is…?

Eventually we do what?

Reality consists of delusions and…?

Sleep is…?

Omnipresent, Omniscient, Omnipotent, how do you resolve this?

For one more restful moment, you would…?

How did they bury you, Pablo Neruda?

Youth is wasted on…?

Parallax or parallel position, which do you prefer?

Never quite remembered are…?

Of a butterfly dream or a celestial concussion, we are…?

Survival is worth more than what?




Empty Easel


The empty easel, stained and dry as time, waits bereft in the corner

The braces deflect parallels in a curvilinear warped display

producing four dull points that converge on the horizon.

The center beam bows, like a pendant’s pull

on a golden chain after embracing

the years of white space

that daunts

the artist with taunts

of genius as the center of the track

barely supports its own mass as the brackets

tenuously strain to grip the prevailing ledge as it struggles to slip,

slip, one space, slip as the hook catches over the faded blots

of burnt sienna and eggshell white tear like drips

as the a-frame behind is a barren chevron

pointing to the low ceiling, flaking

as the rusted wing-nuts

wish to fall

as they are slightly off-thread

under the adjustable canvas support brace

as they, unwanted and unused, have fused with the bolts.

The grain of the wood has risen and expelled

its stain, rough and splintering veneers

try to separate themselves slowly

as the tin and nickel backbone

supports itself with futility.


The empty easel, reticent in perpetuity, still has a vibrant white seal

a trademark of memories that has not faded in name

and is bright and bold but no longer holds

the smallest canvas or frame. Relegated

to a collectible, a fragile memento

mori, to the past of the delicate

imperfect hand made majesty.




In the down town evening


The epileptic night seizes

city sounds strangle into silence

the sharp buzz snaps

lights on streaming advertisements

blink, not to be perceived

as gawkers and onlookers

planted in stone

cease mid-sentence

between the plastic realities

bubbling up only to burst

the touch screen implants

as sylvan transplants

lift their feet sidewalk weary feet

just above gravity and halt

The unctuous streets

slide away…

The wrought iron sky

ratchets down, click… click… click

The match head stars

flicker in an inchoate

fit*** * *** **

The epileptic night bites its tongue

flashes of furious motion, slash

the frozen hustle and bustle

that allows the city’s synapses

to stabilize. Balance is temporary.

The horns honk deadly dares

as heels clack on the cured cement

The pause is brief

The cityscape in repose

awakens in an instant

and just as one experiences apoplexy

it escapes, only to infiltrate

another. It never ends

There’s not enough Ativan

for everyone downtown.



Burned brightly


The tiger can no longer burn bright

the proud predator yearns to slumber

as the breath is labored and reluctant

catabolic cancer consumes all, evenly

alike-the cat that once dreamt of fire

now waits while the embers are fated to be

as the frost on the glass of the smudged

window beckons the smoke to stain

the view-bright, so bright to be dull-

The asymmetry of the palsied face

invokes memories as the tiger pounces

on to a silk pillow’s sheen and

Purrs, and Primps, and Watches

the prey parade on the dying

lawn of autumn.

The tiger is fed

claws retract.

The breath is labored

The slumber is not.



Strum?


The guitar does not roar

suspended, diminished tones

supplicate silence.

Chords wait in the wood

wondering, withering, waiting

as the steely strings

become tarnished and frail.

The neck and pegs have strained

so long that they could not relax

if unbound.

The hollow body and solid spine are fused.

The bolts have never been unfastened

and the frets fret to let loose

a nervous chuckle

as the steely strings

become tarnished and frail

and cannot be tightened to

tune up, only down.

No standard key will hold

the lock to allow the notes

to flee

the steely stings reverberate

with memory and will not

be replaced easily as

they become tarnished and frail

withering, wondering, waiting

SNAP



Under Synesthesia


Sight stretched to a thread

tied behind the mind

the knot tightens and cuts

into the available light.

(masked marauders mime a play of cruelty).

Taste with the texture of sand

melts in the forge of breath

and drops as tears to burn

away the memories.

(trembling and thirsty, no water is given).

Sounds of bitter harmony

blend into thick vinegar

a sour damp flavor

rings with the hiss of air.

(the bells and whistles mock rhythm).

Touching the fragrant white

pressure, lavender bleeds in

germinating roots, thin tendrils,

along stale still appendages.

(blood is drawn on the wall).

Scents of violet and platinum light

scatters through a prismatic field

and attaches to the attendants

as they become a transparent illuminated stench.



Seep


The deep gorge hides the ebullient warm spring

That runs slowly dissolving the surround stone

In rivulets the aquifer bleeds and drains

into clear cold pools formed by jagged basalt.

***

One eroded plain fills once more with rain

and mingles the waters of Gaia’s perspiration

Rotating languidly like a second hand of a clock

reflecting the moonlight and daylight

as a sliver in the cracked scaled slate surface

pulls the pristine water into an expanding fissure

a liquid vortex seeps down through the stone

where the hour hand of sunlight cannot reach.

***

The shifting ground drinks

and saturates the porous rock

a gentle penetration and filtration

The solvent bonds willingly with minerals.

***

Spiraling down into the depths

to become steam and building pressure

in the heat, only

to rise again in another spring.



Ink

Where are the pens clenched in fists?

So many sentimental sobs

roll across the page

leaving dilute rivulets of

watery lettering

Profound rage is not outrage

It can’t be controlled

The pen is mightier than the sword

But both stab, and the sword

Is mightier

When the pens have no ink



*&%#!


The scream is frozen in mid-wave

It is still, fast holding to the open space

It crests but will not fall, silent

to the ruptured ears to the ground

The cheers cease and remain aloft

in refrain before the adulation inspires

the children on the field

The yell is in stasis riding the

Wind up and down but

Not forward

To resound and vibrate the membranes

The scream is frozen in mid-air

The atmosphere is so thin

It cannot sustain the life of warning

The cheers wait, aloft and insolent

momentarily silent

waiting, watching for the air to thicken

and become moist, it is easier to travel

through.

Screams fall silent in absence.




Soaking


The waterfall goes cold

The wine bottle slips

The attempt fails

Chipped shards of glass

Jagged as shark’s teeth, sharp as tears

cry as they beckon my plump feet

to pop the skin and free

sweet sanguine sweat of iron

as they puncture and crush

and crush and crush and crack

as the checkerboard tile floor

aches for the pulsing blood

as it dries with warm gasps

as the tingles are tossed from

under foot to over head

as pings ripple through the

embedded glass hooks

one jump, to the balls of my feet

the glass attached as a tick, rides

the clumped toes

the dusty glittering glass

macerates and lacerates

awash in crimson

scarlet stains, the red dries to black

as the doors swing open to let

in the light and burn the cuts

that never reach the wrist



Pathetic fallacy


Yellow ebbs and breaches the rounded edge

as potent whispers of magnesium white light

gasp and burn the mist of the greedy morning

New sprouts and shoots search

Among the vast verdant vistas

to view, a stronger sun shining

silently eating the splendor of another

revolution as the heat’s and hell’s

fury is called forth, invoked

to illuminate the path

the plow must follow the fold

of the soil as it releases its

eager moisture.

The sun at its longest hour

seethes and spasms

With reluctant annoyance

as reserved animosity rises

for the parched plants and animals

hiding in the shade.



In vino veritas


Drink in the past

of the particular grain

and mineral of the soil

Drink in the day,

consume the humidity

of the air

and the tilt of the Earth.

The Sun’s peculiar angle is trapped

so delicately when the bottle is right

Time is stored on the vine and released

so we can remember.

Sip from the fluted glass

That chimes with fire

and were forged by the hands

that pluck the grape

and expel seed

Be intoxicated by the will of the vineyard

envision the ancient amphoras sailing

the seas bringing cultivated celebration

and tidings from those long gone.



Let there be light


Unstable sable sooty skies shimmer with silver

slices and streaks of bone white, absent of marrow

cracks of electric arcs weld the ether and darkness

fusing the ground to glass and extending the tether

through all the jubilant and solemn states of matter

***

Deadly holy hallows, baneful yet sacred soil

littered with shards of light, flickers a mosaic

of deep stellar pin pricks, scamper, glitter

and gleam the captive emission of the empyrean

as darkness injects the stone with a mild delirium

***

The cure for divinity came at the Trinity Site

Hyperion rises and falls with elegant strides

in the perpetual escalating titanomachy

the heralds proclaim “Let there be light”

as energy only fathomed by stars fills the night

***

Mourners at the final funeral eulogize the Jinn

and their last exhausted flames tremble and drip

as fluorescent tears, only to dry in eons are buried

Japanese paper lamps glow red and are set adrift

on the sea of sackcloth as the seams are backlit

***

The divine wind stalls but ripples ride ripples

and hide underneath the turbulent turbid waters

the last pieces of parchment fall in flakes to

the primordial depths where the first step

and last step of creation cannot easily be kept


Space –Time, we exist between the Divine


The biggest of bangs booms-the expansion

begins with the singularity-the heart of God

time, matter and space are created-with one beat

up until now and the future-when it beats again

dark Ichor fill the cavity-cosmic valves close

mankind-tachycardia

***

Dark matter-the synapses of the divine mind

Light- is the breath of life

***

You know light-takes time

The impulses of the senses-take time

The interpretation-takes time

to occur.

Then it is sight.

Then it is touch.

Nothing is instantaneous.

We always exist in the past

forever just behind

trying to catch up to the present.

The void of experience winks and taunts us

For we can never exist

in the absolute now.

***

God-man

Past-present

Space-Time

P-wave-flatline



Memory


Atmospheric lesions, ghosts of experience

sliced and sawed off by spectral knives

dull blades, spoons scoop the senses

in as series of sedated speculations

the gray matter is dust

the mind still sits vibrating

at idle, the one second

becomes infinitely lost

in between the firing neuron

and the chemical bridge

***

Scars across starry eyes

Leech out and spread

as the mind seeks contrast

in the light and dark horizon

***

The betrayal of the cell is revealed

and lightens the view as the

smooth agreeable sheen of

childish soft cornered scenarios

are offended by adult content

Buried as a stillbirth, in the dust

The ghosts are lost

and seek their place

on the other side of the bridge


Death Penalty Paradox


Capital (the top of a column) Punishment

is defined as

the State execution of murderers

Our State (the condition of) is

defined as we the people and the

representative placed at the Capital.

Murder is the slaughter of an innocent.

Humanity is flawed (perfection is conceptual)

***

Those who believe in divine judgment

rest their hands on the Bible

as Witnesses (those who observe) to others

it is just a book.

They Testify but not with

the holy spirit in a church

of their peers singing Hallelujah

***

Some in shackles have their restraints

unlocked as new pens write

their names with clear legible letters

Flawed (perfection is conceptual) accusations

and pressures from the approaching hoards

hastily line up the rows

of the abbatoir…As we make mistakes

and we will, innocence dies.

State (we the people) sponsored (endorsed like athletes)

Capital Punishment will therefore kill the innocent

Killing an innocent is murder

Murderers shall be put to death

but there are not enough bullets for

The firing squads to shoot us all, well not yet.



Lottery


Lessons learned in fallen time lost

faceless yearning preserved in the frost

of belittled hope and magnanimous dreams

expectations of elevation torn asunder from its seams

***

The slow consistent vibration of all connected elements

Energy pulsing displaying solidity as illusory components

Valueless time used in vapid vociferous pursuit

Of surface numbing activities and all things moot

***

Wishing for numbers that create a fallacy of freedom

As if life owes anyone anything in this chaotic contagion

Awake from oppressive opposing cramping sleep

Become lucid of thought emerge from the deep

Cold dark haze of simplistic insensitivity’s hold

Upon true flowing consciousness and life’s bold

Meaning in the reflected light of perspective and the subjective

Symbols contained in all, seen by few, an intertwined collective



Wings


The last of the Monarchs rested too long in a grassy field

and was is left behind by the eager winds

as autumn flutters from a long summer

of heavy shade and cloud cover as a

few updrafts finally found their base at the

random columns of transparent golden sheets of sun.

The leaves have relinquished their green

for tones of gaunt yellow and blood red

only purple blooms remain as the last vestige

of an insolent season of bitter blossoms

where the butterflies speckled with inkblot

white leaf shaped wings cavort and compete

for the prime pistil overburdened by pollen.

***

The last Monarch flutters, falls and rises

in the throws of failure into a stone shingled roof.

One wing torn, the wind blows with animosity

and the king spirals down the slope of the gable

as one wing turns to dust and rides the breeze.

***

On the thinning grass, it flops as a fish

on the dry ground that is close to water

as one last effort to recapture the past, and find

balance, the insolent atmosphere grants a wish

and lifts the butterfly off the thinning grass

into the shade of the last violet flowers.

***

Dashed into the thick growth beginning

its cycle of hibernation, the chill comes

and in the shades of noon, there is frost.

All oranges evaporate to brown

and the leaves fall into piles.



Proto-Voltaic


In the failing unfathomable furnace

balance is defeated

heaviness prevails and synthesis ceases

ichor becomes a chain

that links the divine wind

to the breath of the empyrean.

***

The dusty solar furnace reignites

after a few clouds pass by

the cosmic wick glows under

the kiln, as the potter’s wheel

spins over the eons.

***

The wanderers gather to build

the galactic galleries

the sculptures of stellar

cartography plot the axis.

***

Dust is spread unevenly as

stone becomes David and desert

gas glows with signs of electricity

ice giants of the Norse live silently

around certain pieces, Diana spins in delight.

***

Out of the scattered remains

sentient beings stand and stare

to collect the dust as they spit

into the mound to make clay

plates that embrace the heat again

and set free the frigid breath

from the first unfathomable furnace.

***

Will balance be defeated again?



ITCH!


ITCH, itch, itch, ITCH!

Desiccated deserted digits digging at the shallow surface

The simple spike pierces the sensitive reactive skin

***

Separated isolated space of overwhelming annoyance

A diluvium obsession of a moment’s envelopment

***

GOUGE RENDER FLESH ASUNDER, excoriate efficiently

Surrender to the pains warm release (damned contained cell)

***

Scratch for an instant, mild relief, emotive thief

Consequences of irritation last of moments seem weeks

Satiety in red drops, crimson flakes drifting, coalescing to surroundings

***

Pulse, short breath, hesitation, is it gone?

It is back, frustration to collapse!

***

It has evanesced, deep breath?

***

SCRATCH



Tableau Vacant


Snow sifting through the shadowy sky

Dancing down waltzing with winnowing winds

making equal park and stone, no divisible line.

***

The empyrean empties, individuality to singularity

Forms are held by the immured atmosphere of rime

A season of reasons, a necessary purging polarity.

***

Snow sifting through the shadowy sky

Dancing down waltzing with wanton winds

making equal park and stone, all at one time.

***

Children wait with anticipation for the first flakes

Unscheduled vacations, sliding with elation, free fortresses

Adults see the slippery conditions, all the potential mistakes.

***

Snow and chill fell from the shadowy sky

The dance is done, the wind has blown an ashen serenity

that comes at the end when storms slowly die.




Ad Infinitum


Nyx and morning cycles revolve and unfurl

Pleiades and Helios radiate into destiny

Projecting light, streams as violations through the void

Mirror into mirror, a second a measure of tick tock

but all numbers go from zero to plus or minus eternity

A second is infinite when fractions are fractured

Questions of ontology and cosmology boggle consistently

Music of the nature of the universe echoes exponentially

Energy of stars, carbon as tears of a supernova cry for humanity

From the death of past light the organic manifests, strategically

phasing, introducing, producing maybe polluting

consciousness, or a rip in time and space

Quantum mind reaching omni-directionally- Ad Hoc

Ad Nauseam … Ad Infinitum


BLOOM


Delicate streamline tendrils holding firmly into familiar soil

A stable flexible base to stand in the rain and unrelenting zephyrs

A staff of veins and smooth shiny skin reflecting and absorbing

The individual coming together as the collective organism

Each process and purpose in sequence and balance

A simple saturation of sunlight as strength

but shade is comforting in the heat of midday

When Hyperion is at zenith and projects and radiates the cosmic wind

the stem grows straight as the leaves extend to embrace Tellus

Petals spun in beauty’s loom and fragility’s thread

remind the elements of the persistent instinct

The eventualities of withering and desiccation of form

exist in the certainty of winter imbuing the frail fabric

A scent wafting, permeating all inquiring olfactory beings

drawing each closer to be present in the full potential, efflorescence

of the aromatic sensations and memories created and stored

its effect momentary, the intended eternal aim is true

Pistil, Sepal, Stamen, Anther, Pollen, Pollinium, Pedicel, transportation

is an act of desperation and never assured by numbers

The petals discolor, leaves recoil and fall in sequence

to the greeting earth, where the worms wait in the first layers of soil.

***

The cold surrounds, halting all growth instantly

To cease to be annual or perennial, a determination of birth

Some fortuitous fruits are born in the perpetual summer

where the waves of rays may not lose intensity and frequency

so is the luck of the equatorial tropical zone

Where the winter’s wrath is never known



Vox clamantis in the disco


Bombastic blowhards bombarded with recollections

Instigating conversations of confusing conflict

Beer to Absinthe the indulgences pour

Unmitigated circumstances for revelry

Lascivious debauch as Bacchus and Dionysus

Out and about vibrating and drooling

Unaware of the stares and the whispers in the haze

Singing praises to poisons and impulses

***

Obstinate obstacles chauffeur the lanes and the door

Braggarts and haggard nosed vagabond bonding

Sexual dynamic laws inverse the equation

Tracks unfamiliar tripping over flopping feet

Reasons for conscious unconsciousness vary

Erections tend to fail when whiskey prevails

Potent potables and irate individuals find each other

Enjoying imbibing and the pungent weed

Reviving old traditions of vine and seed

Orgasms simulated by biochemical means

Underestimated locks on the chains

Singing praises to poisons and impulses

***

Defying death’s invincible state

Return to confidence a liquid creates

Ubiquitous affection, a sneer in the other direction

Naked ambitions barely arise

Kettles burnt black bang as they are called

Always a synthetic state in which to relate

Reacting to stressors slowly, if not at all

Dying to have fun as fun may be dying

Singing praises to poisons and impulses



Humpty Dumpty and Chaos Theory


Asunder from the center a crack, a fracture in crystal

Insular integrity dispersed with contact

A separation, a simple seam becomes a slow rift

Explosion in all directions, spherical expansion

Cessation of acceleration a setting to rest

A riddle to reassemble as broken eggshells

***

Attracted back to the focus an incompletion occurs

Instability once shattered is naturally imbued

Geometric glass shards refracting inward, reflecting outward give light

The fallen’s flight and depth to quizzical quandaries of recombination

Recuperation a task of time, adjustment a feat of the mind

The total is less for the collision

Never the same previous precision

***

Pieces of the puzzle present a picture of the few

And it is recognizable but still slightly askew

***

Continuity compromised

With shattered potential


Anti-Aphrodite


Why so much anger towards those without children?

Why such suspicion against those not fulfilled by others?

Why do so many smirk when they are told romantic love is fleeting?

***

To accept the greatest gift even if transient is understood

but it is lost in the shuffle of the everyday and loses potency

The corrupter-routine and mediocrity-a haze never to burn away

An insult to intellect forever pushes from the cosmic egg

A wish, wasted away, is granted as it dissolves

as the unrequited love lasts only in insolence

and an undeveloped sense of reality is simpler to chew

Romanticized romantic Roman myths, stolen from Pericles’ forefathers

mutate in the courts of France and fly away with Mercury

we now know it poisonous like lead, and some of us will not be.

***

Why can’t self-destruction be an aspiration?

Why can’t many accept that for some standard success is defeat?

***

Echoes of anguish reverberate and blend to thoughtful paralysis

as we also feel the lacerating instinct to pair bond and fuck

Sensitivity is the access to the torture… we can’t un-know as

an organized, single minded cell, a generation of numbers

waits to propagate, abstain from promoted vice, to acquire the device

to dilute the masses of media, information as blissful stress to the senses

Poor misunderstood stoics, foolish hedonistic hippies and flower kids

Allergens are regurgitated hourly with a succession of clipping and grafts

Cultivated and fertilized versions of Iphigenia and Telemachus

are planted by Lancelot riding a plow horse as he puts on his shiny helmet

Wretched masks of manipulation, seldom known they are worn

Cracks form from bouncing the alpha waves that do not cease

and sleep of routine is not restful, but continues to makes promise

of an epic poem as the journey is to the office and daycare

Love is a laughable word, no less a humorous notion

Loneliness is more comedy, Aristophanes knew, HA, ha!

Some can refrain from the viral strain of DNA but the call of

the incantation is mellifluous as the witches’ brew

of biology boils over as Aphrodite bottles and sells her drug

that some will not buy but it is always advertised.



Imperfect Crystals


Black stained diamonds weeping on the road

Machines milling millions taking what is tolled

Hands bound if they are left to wash

The ore’s wrath explodes to slice the naked tympani

The membrane tears and the bells constantly resound

Fire from the Earth moves dust to dust

and penetrates the ancient coal

***

Agencies of western vision close eyes violently to ignore

all of the manifestations of their sub-consciousness to abhor

Silk lined pockets pulled out to release the sand

Loud laughing corpulent corpses pollute the promised land

As the crimson card dealers shuffle for Croesus

a black hearted straight wins the pot of ash

***

Our fields of the night can never be re-sewn

Bones are reabsorbed to become minerals again

Signs and symbols decry destiny’s plan

To be is to be perceived in the great sunset’s industry

Eyes shut and ears closed, never removed if never known

Seethes, bleeding in the streets of Freedom

bondage is never just a rusted chain



Museum


A suggested donation is paid as

paint dust, dried rainbow, faded flakes

flutter in the columns of over head light

bouncing off the tile floors dispersing

the diamond flecks of inspiration in

the pristine recycled air.

Avenues of captured sight are lined with

the painted and engraved mirrors in which

few dare to truly gaze. Plug in and be guided along.

Theories and educated guesses swirl

as invisible smoke that is present

as real forestalling silence.

A boy dressed in a business suit says

“That picture with the lady and the baby is pretty.”

As his father listens to the prerecorded commentary

from his white plastic covered earphones.

The boy loosens his tie as a pot has caught

his eye and he rushes to the pedestal.

He tries to stop but the body and base

collide. The pendulum once in motion

cannot find its center.

On to the tile, the Grecian Urn falls

to become pieces, parts of a sum

that litter the avenue so none shall

pass as a claxon call terrifies the patrons

and alerts the curator to call the insurer

but the father cannot hear.

Guards in gray, underpaid and sleepy in their cells

converge upon the disintegrated past

as the reflection of a badge

glitters in the father’s eyes.

Light takes time to deliver the dance

of inverted images into the mind and we

forever chase the present and live in

passed by moments.

The urn was broken before the boy

saw it shatter.


BANG


Elemental silence, the first imbalanced form

A pervading absterged clarity of the unsounded

Vibration ceased and in a stasis to be held motionless

Nothing to be without and nothing to conform

To listen for the secret silence will just confound

Its place is omnipresent, atmospheric and frequenciless

***

Stop and unleash the vehement behemoth

The deluge of waves of vociferous vibratory blasts

Shattering all solidity and casting all of the taciturn asunder

Not in all feats contrived by imagination parallel the violence

Of a single concentrated calm explosion of light from the silence

Displaying scenes of time’s dreams and distant solar thunder

***

A centered mass collects, coalesces and correlates

Collapsing, crushing, changing from nebulous to geometric

The quiet has since faded but restores as expansion relaxes

No graduated segments of distinction, nothing yet to be dated

Extra-universal complexities following the only plain super-symmetry

Changing the degree of rotation and all spins away from the center

Outward, onward, forward and toward forever together

Gravitation holds, fusion puts up its fists

Creation came about well enough

This cosmic play had no rehearsal

In this dimension anyway.



Breath and whispers


The atmosphere condenses and holds a heavy hand upon

the friction of simple gestures that engorge the fool

Both are lost for a handle to grip the moment

The symbols of alchemy are written, the scene resolves

and reality pauses slightly as the apparition in this daydream winks

Knees quake and become gelatinous as the floor pushes upward

Sweat releases in torrents of putrid pheromones on to clenched digits

The flight of fear flees into the shadowy inchoate night

The circle completes as one combatant exists in defeat

Embers are pitched and fall from the surrounding chorus

The blinded and distorted course into each other

Release, release control and act

Release, release fear and fight, no the drain has no plug

Give up and slip away silently, so sadly, whirl in the vortex

A complex embrace with sympathetic intonation

of a night’s nihilistic void unavoided

Something filled something lost

Bereft of breath, chest in ever tightening chains

The old nemesis comes suddenly, sharply back again

Pressed violently into the back of the unforgiving chair

The apparition winks once again.

Gravity intensifies and all sounds amplify

To feel the stop of your heart between beats

To think each pulse is the final push

***

The temperature increases and the flash flood breaches

No one would wants to be shot down and die as gossip

The deep breaths become saviors of sanity

The internal attack makes the simple just survival

as apprehension ambushes the soldier before the field of battle

The apparition does not know it is a daydream

and dances on top of the altar of worship

The end is eminent

The seizure is paralysis

The fight was exhausting

Leaving crippling corrosives behind in pools

that consume the shackles that bind

The second hour to the seconds



Exhausted


A coal colored canvas of black streaks and hazy gray hues

takes in all views and obscures the background scenes

small staggered and forced steps falter

and the hands of doubt hold firmly

A quick slap strikes hope into shards

And rips away at the soul’s complexity

Repose, the quiet escape draws motivation away

Simple sighs and unreasoned tears stain the head holding pillow

gripped so tight the joints press through the elastic flesh

White knuckled, face down, sunken screams silenced by the density

The exhausted pants and hoarse voiced whimpers evanesce

***

Damp recollections drift through the gaps of regret

As they shift in size and space exponentially widens

Vacuous, raucous numb visions leak in and out

Concentration fails as the will diminishes

Nothing but pressure at the compass points

Echoes in an empty room resonate, deflect and end

Pulses of light through dirty panes of glass

Refract unevenly and leave foggy glares

***

The clouds combine to block the rays

as black to gray surrounds completely

at every waking moment

at every attempt an opportunity to flee

The diaphragm struggles with shallow gasps

and the lack of color is all that is seen. Exhausted.



A Soul Solution


An angelic primordial ethereal essence

glowing from the great beyond and bye and bye

Amalgamated light before there was time and movement

A cheerful cherub no more, it only exists at the core

Now it is encased and smeared in blood, mud and filth

not to be washed away and cleansed, these are badges

tattered and stained, remnants and remains

Lessons learned from the splinters still stab

while walking the plank of treachery.

***

A joke not to be gotten, a code to be forgotten

An observer of the superstition, symmetry, and antiquity

A being of light can only be seen in contrast

and backgrounds dark as a trenches are dug with glee

as the void has no real power unless the light allows

In nothingness one will find a bland balance beyond comprehension

Just a warm squeeze of the vacant, vapid stare

Into the glare of infinite, the mind must become an empty room

***

Just an angel’s shroud to burn and turn to vapor

in the sun’s ultra-violet waves, the clouds break up and weep

Drenched by a lye soap sud solution, convoluted and saturated

99 and 5 percent away from eternity and seeping pure sores

washing away sin is done by ingesting a soul solution

only the pursuit is guaranteed

revolution is a germinating seed

and Icarus found humility

perjury or purgatory?



Patience


Control………

The struggle began from a series of events

The birth, the death, the relevance

Contact……

***

Fighting through the solid ice wall

And it is only getting colder and the movements slower

When motion ceases, absolute zero, the sleep begins

Don’t wake up, it is calm in the cold

No action or response; elicit…

Explosion…..

***

Release elastic potential into the kinetic

Learning from visual implants to phonetics

Constricting manacles manifested from fear

Motives of the future pathways become unclear

Resolution……

***

The intertwine of space and time

In a convection transformed into a linear state

An implosion of introspection, expel to create

Freedom through the wall

From the voice of the sun

Movement to momentum

Vices finally fall

Completion……!



Waves and Particles


A reciprocal recalcitrant surge ebbs

Currents created flow upstream to mix the waters

A stratification in the blend warm to cold

Water breaking down stone into liquescent sand

Combining, petrifying, back to the origins again

Cycles of tides, mist to rain and the draw of the land

In the simple natural circles, nascent to recycling

Compression, release, and emission of radiant heat

Diffusion , homeostasis and all elements meet

All equilibrium eventually fails

entropy is the only certainty

In perpetual motion……..

nothing from everything….

Everything to essence, essentially…



A Repeat


Fractured reality implodes but readily recomposes

Laughter rumbles, brewing to percolation

A completely encompassing auditory assault

Comes from a previously recorded track

The protagonist can only escape in two directions

As the light’s projections flicker and disperse

The show must go on.

***

A song’s cadence from hours ago will not stop its performance

Repeating, repeating, repeating, repeating, endless subdued torture

The havoc and hollers wish to burst from the control, but it is remote

To wreak lies, as devilish children malicious, magical, mythical

Adventures in the twilight does not allow the shades invisibility

Safety-delusional, illusory function, repeat. repeat, Repeat

A compression, comprehension of dimension, pursuit and pressure

Fall from all sides, one direction, direct affliction of conscious behavior

Can there be peace and quiet?

Can there be a silent night?

Repeat?………repeat!

REPEAT: REPEAT

Song please stop. Halt for one second without the demon Belial’s aria

No gentle nights or violent days dawning, faces pathetic frowning

Just a list of channels a T.V guiding page perhaps

Heat just escapes so readily and the sweat just collects and brews

Just like the laughter that just might not escape

***

A guffaw, repeat

A scream, repeat

An enveloping pervading simple total absence

How can you say silence is not violent? Absence is abuse

Sometimes there is nothing left to watch but boredom

Repeat, repeat, repeat.

Epistolary Exposition to the Eventual End


Where does genius lie? Does it lies in wait?

Does it stand with those who try to defy fate?

Can consciousness control the path of evolution?

Or is it an indifferent direction fulfilled in apathy?

Is the nature of our reality formed in a forged will

Interacting and mutating within and without of us all?

Are the boundless primordial fears conquered when life is quenched?

It is a fact that in time all meet in the same place?

The question of the void or the dichotomy of the afterlife prevails

Can there be individual fabrications from the arrested biology?

***

To preview the dispensation for the few returning faces

is a hopeful philosophical safety veil

Some accomplishments can be added to the living chronology

Maybe immortality comes in memory

A second can be broken down infinitely

exist between the seconds

***

Keeper of the endless dark or forever light

Where do these questions lead?

Should in life we continue the good fight?

Or dissolve into depravity, and take no heed?

***

Dear friend, the eventual end,

***

Everyday must be such an overwhelming deluge, chaos overflowing

There is no rest and no sympathy for the purpose

Someday hurried humans may decide not to die

And a select species simply stops ceasing to acknowledge you

But without care, the universal statements are pleasing to you

In a short list: dilapidate, dissipate, diffuses and evaporate

People live in fear of you and your diverse manifestations

With good reason for you are the frozen winter season

You know all men and beasts and seen them in slumber and feasts

You are the invisible inevitability, the edge of an eclipse

and the noonday light.

***

P.S The becoming begins as we end

***

Clarity from the center creating concentration

Confusion ceasing from calm cognition

Patience can save your soul and friends

But is this advice always effective the eventual end?

***

Covered in gold and cement the silent sepulchers are sealed

Are you living roomy? Wafting wavering scents of dismal decay

stall in cloud formations of gloom

Of the everyday job, such a voluminous vocation

A growth industry with no ceiling

***

Some of us foolish friends wish you would just take a damned vacation

But there is no rest for the iniquitous, as the employment dictates

But we all know it is not wicked to do your role well

So no rest in sight, don’t worry about the spite

For you are our greatest impetus and motivation

so it is better you do not halt and take a vacation

we are just wearied

Sorry just one more question.

As the eternal jester mockingly sparingly speaks

Softly, a whisper flowing from parched lips

States like the season as the moisture departs

but what if you no longer served a purpose?

Where would we be?

***

Thank you for listening, see ya soon.



Shoeless


I cannot walk without pain in the middle of the road

the path is so worn that the ruts have become stone

On the west-side a rampant river and the eastside a cliff

A current too swift, the precipice wall a perfect sheer

I must go forward; the sun will be set in moments

There is shade ahead just a few steps in sight

A tree of green and white had dropped its ripened fruit

It is rotten and has lured frenetic yellow jackets, no shade today

I cannot stop, cease, desist or diminish my flow

a rhythm so comfortable, numb and coercing

A foot to the east, a foot to the west, north-south not apropos

Feet have become flat nothing much more than pavement to clap clop

I must push on, I have been pushed too much

Balder at the reigns is struck by Thor’s thunder

The hammer flies with the winds and the light retreats

There is no rainbow bridge to Asgard here just a brown beaten path

Other travelers pass without salutations or acknowledgement

They tread where so many have been before no messages are sent

as warnings, they stomp down the trail, unknowingly the passers-by

press the dust to clay, to stone, to increase the ruts density

to make my feet hurt more and I cannot go shoeless today.



Polymer Envy


Melted, formed, imprinted purposes

Momentary freedom instantly purchased

A zip and a current of electrons and digits

Fake flowers, twine, medications and power

Something unseen, seemed distant and unreal

Processes unaware, systems don’t care, unfeeling

Accumulate, accrue, accept the compounded problems

A polymer trap, spun into a fine fibrous web

Celluloid superstitions projected, reflected, absorbed

Serial celebrity promising, reassuring, absent

Wishes and aspirations evaporated and vented

Nothing is larger than life…

Thin laminated screens and light flat consoles

Commerce adverted, three minutes, credits

Operas of the ridiculous and heroes of pretenders

Respect the projection, instead of the reflection

Moving walls and windows whispering wishes…

Aspirations aspirated, spiritus asper

***

A cut, tuck, snip a slice and now everything is nice

Or what others saw in the mirror and smashed it

Dolls of human frailty share true similarity

The spin doctors weave threads of Teflon fiber

Silicon survivors, a simple insecurity may kill

On a vanity a doll rests

***

Prosthetic, unnecessary posing, positioning to polymers

Plagiarism of porcelain masks and figurines

Film featuring fraudulent faces grimace and gleam

Garrisons of gleeful drama and uplifting idiocy

Plastic people playing on soulless celluloid and screens

Perpetuating pathetic projections without responsibility

***

Illumination of electric fluidity and radiation entertainment

Traveling at the speed of invention, overwhelming information blooms

Distillates, isomers, refraction contraption enlightens the heavens

Resistant to rust and some flames, fire resistant extinguishers

Cultivated toxins as mistaken panaceas, a synthetic lifestyle

Leading to synthesis, symbiosis---evolution in the

Process the small ripples get lost in the proceeding waves

Of delusion.

***

To sell the synthetic to the synthetic?

To create the more consistent synthetic aesthetic because they don’t

Believe in their owned authenticity

Remiss we will see permutation of disparate disparities

Money a creation, plastic credit inventors, insecure ideals of beauty

Caused by what? Celebrity and misery certainly

Cleft palate is one thing,

But to have surgery to just fix a bump on your nose?

AND YOU CAN DIE, AUTHENTICALLY, Really.



Conference


The ruffle of suede and faux fur

being hung up diminishes in

the echo of eager voices

awaiting the recital and reveal

of the salutations

The plain podium rattles with cascades

of coffee stained papers

the ruffle stops, the silence forebodes

the mechanical mouth of the ancient

orator that opens with a cough

the speech is chewed vigorously

professors count the letters as scribes

with ink saturated palms smearing images

on ledgers made of dust and slate

they talk to themselves and describe the

faulty bridges, verses and lack of philosophy

as they all go over the transom as wonderful

wisps of waxing and waning bewilderment

building tension and stress as the seated audience

feel their backs bend and crack and soon

they will seize

The orator slips on his embroider jacket made of dog hair

linen and lion’s regret, it falls and fits

A quietude resumes, the words

are counted, spoken, and placed

Under shoe and step

To be ground down into paste to fill

the wrinkles on their faces

and in a casket of ancient resolve

the feast of language is consumed

with soft sensitive dentures and

ready bent forks

The ruffle of suede and faux fur

is furious as the flight from the

benediction is swift out into the winter gates

No longer do the pundits read

from the stained pages that fell

the rattle of wooden shoes stomp off

and diminish with distance.


Crossing


Multi-lane gray confusion moving regretfully forward

Separated by barriers broken and scared with paint

Sacrosanct people marching in opposing direction with flags toward

the past with inverted heraldic crests faint and disintegrating

The two dimensional highway merges with the z-axis horizon

Inchoate effluent drifting with parallel protrusions into the future

Pendulum scenery blurred with the speed of life’s deception

Gazing to the sky’s break with the temporal torture of rising and setting

***

Pulling on, pushed, projected and vectored in null space

Insouciant rushes and stereotype facelessness races

to the industries evaporating wealth from blighted cities

reverting, fleeing back from a translucency to fallacy

***

Envenomed by foolish ideas of destiny

the signal lost charge so quickly

Back and forth in cerebral cables

the crossing stations relay nothing stable

as the multi-lane gray confusion merges



Trial by Ordeal


Divine intervention does not

persuade equally to the flesh

Inquisitors torment the torturers

dunked in the waters, floating a way in droplets.

Repent and be guilty is the reverence aspired.

The trial of the centuries’ past, passes off

the ordeals so to separate truth from ratings

on an imbalanced, graduated, rusted scale

etched with raised scarlet lettering

***

Interviewers and photogenic barristers duel

as cameras project predictions of astrologers

the servants of anxiety linger and transcribe.

The grand jurisdiction is set apart

in two rooms of equal size and mass

A hearing is no true place to listen

when we see no righteousness

hear no righteousness

and just speak.

***

The hand over the flaming book

does not leave a blister

An iron brands, the verdict is

a muted, fettered scream

There is more shame in accusation

than lingering in the immured palaces

of eggshell walls, portable cell phone

towers, good behavior and cotton sheets

Exoneration comes with

but a minor disfigurement.




Conatus


A cast of winter friends are called

to the holiday table bejeweled

with the merriment of delicate

Venetian glass and cheeky

Chippendale chairs that carry

our bodies, seated in luxuriance,

as our mortal words flank each other

The polished oak plateau bounces

the conversations on its straight back

through the transparent witnesses

forever holding fast to their colors

in the descending particles of light

scattering from the teardrop crystal chandelier

that never falls from grace, the fastener is stainless,

as the soot from the candles

begins to touch the shards with

grimy hands but the frozen tears

tinkle in the draft that leaks ribbons

across the festive eve

***

We clang over Game theory

We clash over M-theory

but each theory is but a theory

as Voltaire and Thales saturate the air

and linger in the ruins

of a half-eaten meal

***

The wine stumbles out of buxom bottles

pieces of bitter cork mock those who

are disappointed by not having a perfect pour

but as murmurs become memories

and grand proclamations sing paeans

to the sheets of the night’s intellect

a small child, bare chested, creeps behind

with a chocolate smeared smile

A hot airy spray seasoned by strained peas

fermenting for hours in the soft new bowels

is filtered by an arrogant cloth diaper

and scalds my weary calf

The miasma embraces my slacks

it bonds with the very weave

as fluted glasses raised in

winnowed half-light toll in tangled chimes

the child crawls under the elaborate ritual

bumping into the central support of the table

***

The players of the play of pageantry

retire to the den where children should dare to fare

and smoky scotch weeps into rocks glasses

as French doors unlocked, but they should be,

flash open as one knob jostled by the whirlwind

of youth cracks the frustrated window

framing the evergreen outside flocked with snow

The bare chested babe slides across the hardwood

like a chick coming in for its first landing

as an avuncular sheen drapes over this weary soul

who only wishes to reminisce and discuss

coming days at hand, but no, all must wait

as the father, my friend now tamed by time

hoists the child up from under his armpits

and is held at arm’s length

they smile devilishly at each other

as the mother, encased in drama, sweeps through

sky blue pajama top in hand

The boy kicks his tiny raccoon paw feet

the cloth gleefully falls away

and a stream that will never know

the chilling ice of winter

soaks his father’s Egyptian cotton shirt

like the Nile during a flood

nothing can be done as he says, “Ah, this is actually progress”.




Defying


Born into a glossy picture framed by glass and mottled stone

She knew the secret to defying time’s fading.

Avoid sorrow, joy, confusion and choice

And wear the mask but never frown or smile behind it.

Ritually standing on her head for half of each day

To counter act gravity as it reminded her

of the tug of precocious toddler and she never

allowed any wizened aunt pinch her cheeks.

Never to stand in direct sunlight

The rays and dry heat crisp

The skin to crumpled sheets.

Getting old is her greatest fear

And her therapy is not living.

Drink lots of water and stay indoors

And eventually you have a pristine

Well preserved corpse as they

Lament over her casket she gets her final reward.

“She’s much too young to have died.




Mortis Rift


Sometimes to be is not being

Without any questions just quiet

Not to be may be the answer to recover a semblance of humanity

Noble or not

I will find the mechanisms that created and store your will

I will take what fulcrum of thought and perception you have

And steal its axis to construct cavitation.

I will see what is internal, the lonely places where you hide

And take the ersatz essence and megalomania you allow in your being

I will implode your core and manifest a new center and rotate

It seems like destruction but it is elevation, transcendence, when

You are controlled by phantasms, saturated by materialism, Americana

It is altruism because I tear asunder the countenance of contamination.

Security is illusory; the sooner the dissolution the harder life is

To take but no longer are you distracted by visions of others

And the first step to freedom is seeing the invisible, indivisible networks

which do not allow motion in the viscous emulsion.

The machinations have been there all your life

you are impervious to the emotive crank of the pulley

and once removed there is not a direction you cannot step or stumble.

True Freedom is Terrifying and fascinating, and this not a threat!

Assassinate thy avuncular certainty, the solutions poured in your ears

Whilst you slept have antidotes and Polonius was in on it.



FUEL


An interjected fued created by fumes

Evaporating and contaminating the open room

A spark ignites a vapor to a flash

A simple regretful tumultuous clash

Easier just to let it go amongst the flames

All but an idiotic, egocentric, grudge remains

Apologies are sometimes harder than adamant stone

The resolution is left to decay with the bones

Of the atmosphere; of the stalled scene

Of the sarcophagus, the shroud rips

To be wrong is never the worst thing in this transient life

Mistakes are everyone’s universal movement through the strife

Awareness is the potent potential to the allegorical dreams

To let confusion reign is anathema to the kinetic means

A single signal echoes evenly through the serenity

A projected protagonist’s proposition extant to infinite

Release or be dry kindling that will know the vengeful spark

To the little temporary tocks

Quiet down you noisy wooden clock

QUIETUS




Blessed Curse


Chaotic cacophony centralized controlled

Reorganized into streams of perception

To categorize and analyze external forms

Recognition of ambitions through volition

***

Simple signals to symbols as solutions

The confusion between the factions

Evolve to pulsating waves and fragments of light

The more illuminated the more to affright

***

A blessed curse to burn away the blissful shadows

A blessed curse to change the reality of Nature

A blessed curse to be burdened

***

The pretense is acknowledged so glimpse behind the obvious

The accumulation of outcomes splinters from cause and reaction

A process of progression and plausible prediction

An ascension from the abyss of the oblivious and instinct alone

***

A blessed curse and a cursed blessing it is

A blessed curse until we…



Bee bop or what we thought


Growing intoxicated as masses

The sound flows and grows

The patterns amongst the organic seem unsolvable

Watching the bird soar and fall

We all become dizzy

strolling in the park with Dukes and Ladies

A thing becomes as we sway and swing in the wind

A maelstrom rolls as our arms grow weary but stronger with gasps

A thunderous reverberation of a wordsmith songstress

A field of what seems melts with the dreams

And the vibrations sound with meaning

An ode to the changes in created chords, chaos and order



Killing the Czar’s Dog


All the confident comrades vent venom’s fumes

No longer people, no longer power, no longer living

Bullets off of jewels, blood embroidered tapestries

Regicide is not enough the dog must die too

***

The assassins of Islam armed by Allah with hashish

The red devotion flows over mountains to the Mongols’ connection

Black and red books, hand delivered righteousness

***

Onward Christian soldiers, only children, falling into slaughter

Inquisitive minds want to see and know heretical theoreticals

Burn away the difference in the smells of offerings and smoke

The savaged souls were saved, weren’t they?

***

Ghost dancing on the open arms of the great embrace

One shot injects fear and decimates this ragged, runned race.

The red revolution’s devotion abdicates the throne of reincarnation

***

Dylan knows God is on everyone’s side, or at least behind them

Surrounding surreptitiously for no one to see

Unless like eyes blink synchronistically



As the Diminished


As the poet’s words turn to contorted scribbles and sighs

As the painter’s pallet colors merge sadly and dry

As the Sun’s light at night is a reflection on the Moon

As the summer’s breeze is taciturn to the rage of the monsoon

As the daredevil’s action without their own fear

As the archer’s aim when they cannot see clear

As the singer’s song without an audience to feel

As the film projector’s movement without a movie reel

As the guitar plays with rusted broken strings

As the notion of calm while the tornado screams

As the shadows’ ability to conceal when dawn’s light reveals

As the control of illusion when truth’s key turns to unseal

As we are.



A Royal Execution


Prince Valium and Princess Halcyon took a midnight stroll

Around and down a darkened topiary to a poppy lined path

It is so soothing to lie down in the hazy fields

and see the meta-atomic atmosphere obscure the stars

hand in hand the royalty venture into the streams surrounding the path

dissolving the dirt from their shoes and their bodies feel the cold flow

a beautiful, uneventful night to go for a stroll so similar to the last

it is humorous how time merges to a moment of mechanism

and all of the dreams and fears collapse into a point on the pivotal plain

where all things begin with a breath or end with the same.

As our heroes’ journey began to wane they feel like they should move on

and not stay on the poppy path, but transfer their first direction to

the electrically charged forest of vines and gray leaves to venture

forth and see the lacerating cliffs that were promised to be from childhood.

***

The Princess asked the Prince, “Should we dance on the edge?”

In vociferous response the Prince states, “We have already begun.”

The unstable, lacerating geometry thrusts at the evening

Organic orgasmic murky stream’s current converge with the

shale shade of the ground and black Amorphous sea

Footing is unstable in the obscured starlight, the lands shake

From the river’s erosion and the potent pollution

the crystals lined peaks had previously frozen as

the barriers of the living waters and the tired land rumble.

***

They dance in a violent trance waxing and waning to the emotions

Of the celestial spheres and then the royalty stops to face their fears

In unison they yell, “Should we jump over the edge of the cliff and be

forever young and fearless?”

A question in vain as they were already plummeting and are

absorbed by the waste and the Amorphous sea

both wave, hand in hand, and sink.



Cemetery


Inner pressure expands the seams

until lucid leaks deluge

Exhausted fumes violently vent

Collapsed in potential inevitability

Engraved stones were kicked over by children

As petulant specters hide in the family tombs

***

An indifferent sun diffused in silver gray clouds

Delicate storms invade the helpless horizon

Innocuous aftermath leaves disrepair

Incessant laughter pervades the devoid ruins

Equal in capacity to all of the joys of men

Deafening visions of nature’s dismissal

***

Corporeal centralized civilized clarity

Created in silence



Insulated Days

Silver gray clouds become sullen shrouds

over the potential and promise of the day

A crushing crash straight to the petrified ground

are any flights of ambition, to any heights

Accused of inaction when movement obliterates

possibilities that may ascend randomly but in less complex avatars?

Manic, purposeless pacing depletes the reserves of creation not agitated

to change position for the sake of such, redundant

quietly concealed but the direct pathway is obtrusively revealed

that shouts supplication for termination not to be trapped, compressed.

***

Altered light, by the gravity of parallax sight soaks

visions, estranged hallucinations, bicker in the corner

Subduced motives all vitality seeps away maliciously

Seduced operatic hearts play as the master conducts the ventricles

A cramping fit comes through slicing the hanging

vestment of youth to ribbons

A forfeit is announced as mixed metaphors mate

and reproduce in a more opportune daybreak

The glaucoma shuts the eyes and struggles with resistant lids

as repose that readily grasps and squeezes neurons

to implosion oozes away through the spaces

and rises to the insulated day of tomorrow.

Today is replete with nothing complete.

***

A mild nap watches time mock the Grand Guignol radio play

Jagged sharp shards of reality

target the tracking eyes full of neurotoxins’ baneful

wishes toward the halting of a gossamer speculation

that fulfills the space without seams

The sullen shroud drapes with little concern

and tears between self and intention of will

The desultory sonorous screams to be still

compresses, and pressurized time slowly dims the lights

That lead from platonic caves for transcendence we fight

Phoenix fire’s flames burn and singe the past

allowing evolution into a state of creativity that lasts

Repudiate rescind this war of attrition

It doesn’t matter if yesterday was not a completion

The silver gray clouds become the shrouds

of the potential and promise of the insulated days

The problem with clouds is that they break.



Circulatory


A single solitary cell venturing

In a unidirectional pulsating pathway

Leading eventually back to the same point of origin

Impure metals and minerals bonding with rage

Speeding together at pace.

***

Surrounded by momentum perpetually pulling

Away and down swirling around the drain

***

Motivation becoming cholesterol

Collecting on the arterial wall

Emotion is an allergen

Invading but a catalyst

Sadness in the sneeze or the soul

***

A progression and a path is the state

Of life contained in a nucleus, or fate

Cells fusion and releases elements

Energy, exhaust, and waste

And yet it is the state… into cycles we will revolve

***

And circulate




Sinking


The spinnaker aloft, folds over

as the winds stop and casts the sail

as a blanket tucking in the passengers

submerged into sleep the sail

is a semaphore flown flat

a vivid sign that can only

be seen from above

The clipper has clipped the jetty

A deconstruction, a cultivated crunching crash

No flames to consume the sense wreckage

just the syringe currents

sucking, straining and draining consciousness

The flag of fate flutters with a few flashes

to the beachside onlookers

The drunken boat capsizes

The bodies neutrally buoyant fight

to remain in the last layer of light

as they descend to the hues of ink

immature silverfish nibble on noses and toes

as a insolent rip current sweeps through

The ballast reaches the benthic realm

The sail detaches in an errant gust

and rides the waves to the shore

The rest sinks.


Mutually Inclusive


Breath without oxygen is suffocation

Light without sight is still reflecting

Thought without purpose recesses to memory

***

Muses’ magical majesty in mythopoeic places of insight

touch the heat of the solitary spark of emotion melting

pulses of impulses, spasm into spacious expatiation

The center elliptical, the forces grab hold towards the end

Souls greet with a heart arhythmic, the mind expanding

thoughts were in fibrillation and were too demanding

***

In the throws of continual separation without permission

Aches in places that never existed before admission

Combined propulsion from fusion to violent fission

***

Is God without conscience still divinity?

As a heart without blood still beating

Without you it was always a Tabla Rasa feeling

Were we truly symbiotic, a beneficial being?

More like a sapphire that lost its glitter and gleam

***

Relations were obviously not as they seemed

Breath without oxygen is still suffocation

Light without sight is still reflecting.




Tribute to Time


The quaking and seizure of a fortress far on an undiscovered forest

The surrounding bastion’s walls are made of atavis skulls

The mortar is of decomposed powder of their skeletons

planed smooth and without spaces, squared evenly

Unspoken ancient languages echo profound proclamations of remorse

filled with sympathetic frequency that vibrates all molecules equally

Parapets and crenulations built of vertebrae and sinews

all outlined and enthusiastically bordered with artery and vein

Atriums abolished the garden gateways are burnt by acidic sunlight

Foliage defoliated by volcanic breath and crimson released by

Earthquakes, the interned forest sinks into the savaged and raped hills

The breath is followed by Earth’s vomitus volcanic lava, a larva

Covering, cocoon like chrysalis, filling crevices solidifying, heat rises

into the caustic atmosphere


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