Poetically
Kissed
Fiordaliza Charles
Copyright 2012 Fiordaliza Charles
Smartwords Edition
DEDICATION
To my creator and savior GOD. To the people that worked so hard at Create Space to make sure that I get my book published , thank you all for your time and dedication.
To my readers who give me excellent feedback. I really
appreciate all your time and support.
To my mother who always encourages me to do my best.
To my daughter who always believed in me no matter what anyone else thinks.
To my husband who is always happy to see me happy, who told me don't ever give up on my dreams and whatever brings me happiness. To all of my close friends who always been great supporters of everything that I do in life.
Special thanks to sister Jennifer, Tommy, Bethzaida, Sheldon, Lisa, Shameka, Tasha, and Eclayton for being a great friend and wonderful father to our child.
To all of my friends that I met online such as Emmanuel, Rodney, Glenn, Michael, Katrina, Renda, Mitch, Tracy and Nika.
Thank you all for all the love and support and I will forever be grateful.
ACKNOWLEDGEMENTS
First and always I will like to thank God, because with out him there is no me. Thank you to all the wonderful staff of Creative Space for giving me another chance of a life time and for the opportunity to be heard.
Very special thanks to my readers, family and friends because of you I have become better as a writer. Thanks to all the bookstores that hold my books for others to enjoy, your support means so much to me. Much love to my mother and father who love me unconditionally and I will never forget your words of encouragement.
I am specially grateful to my daughter whom always finds ways to helps me in every way that she can to be a better mom and friend and to my husband who loves me unconditionally and support me in everything that I do and never the less to my sister Jennifer, who encourages me to do my best, thank you for being my best friend.
Fiordaliza Charles
THE ONE
Only you can lift my spirit up
Your words take me away
How could I ever forsake you
You dissolve my growing pains
I search for you, every time that I awake
I pray that we never grow apart
Before I lay down to sleep each night
I want to be where you are
Seems like yesterday, we just met
Today, I feel much more in love
Everything about you makes my day
Your kisses are sent from above
My heart beats in harmony with yours
Your arms are the road to my soul
You smile lights up my world
With you I want to grow old
SCHOOL OF LOVE
School me but, don't fool me
Let me know you are here to stay
As we follow loves directions
Fill our minds with affection
Let me read you body language
Lets turn over each others chapter
Happiness is what we are after
Never requires any subtraction
Add me to your daily tasks
Let me know you want me for ever
Do me like some easy homework
As our world comes together
As we enter this school of love
There is nothing left unlearned
Love me more with your heart
As we bow to never part
“SPRUNG”
Is this real
What I feel
or is it my heart throbbing for you again
because, of the sensual love we make
Or could it be that I just need to be in a love race ?
Maybe I found my black knight
the one that saved me from this cruel world
is this a dream or a ball of confusion
tell me that this is not an illusion
Or could this be the beginning to our future?
I sense your eyes staring at me and I can't deny
I feel the fire that lies with in my love
have you ever thought of us like this
do you sit back and reminisce
Or could it be that I am sprung?
FOR YOUR LOVE
I would walk heaven to earth
I would move mountains for you
Your everything that I desire
With a bit more than I knew
For you love I will surrender
Everything I have to offer
Never have to shed a tear
Because, I know you wont disappear
I would wait until eternity
I would start my days over again
Your love never makes me wonder
how long I have to wait
For your love I will pretend
Everything is all right
Never imagined that it was you
Because, fantasies never come true
LOVE NEVER DIES
I did not see you for a long time
and I nearly lost my mind
I was so happy inside
that it made me want to cry
Why did I let you leave
My body was never at ease
My love remembers you always
and it knows that is your only
I know how much I need you
and I know you need me too
Lets just put our issues aside
because, true love never dies
DAYS OF LOVE
Sunday: Each Sunday that I awake I thank God for your
warm embrace
Monday: The beginning of the week, may lay ahead but,
with you nothing is impossible
Tuesday: Is the middle of the week, everything about you
makes me want to wake up again
Wednesday: I plan to conquer the world and with you is so
much greater
Thursday: I can't wait to see you again each and every day
Friday: Like a bird I chirping happily because, I know
that you will be home soon
Saturday: I can't even imagine my life with out you and I
am so glad that I found you
WAITING
There is no question or doubt
In my mind that I have found
Someone that is worth my while
and will never mess around
He treats me like a queen
He gives me everything I need
and he is always spending time
Can't believe that he is all mines
I been searching for a love
but, he always been right here
Since we were just barely teen's
Waiting for me patiently
Thank you for loving me...
SEARCHING FOR YOU
I been looking everywhere
And, I can't seem to find you
Your eyes I can spot from miles
because, they look like a child's
Searching for you, like a warm hug
and no one knows where you are
Your can't be that hard to spot
because, you shine like a star
Looking many places high and low
Where are you hiding my love
I will keep looking for you again
Until I find you my friend
TIME PASSES BY
Sitting here reminiscing
of all the things that I am missing
I don't know what I miss most
Your smell or your funny jokes
I never thought I would survive
A day with out being by your side
This been the hardest thing I had to do
because, I cant get over you
Gosh, how time passes by
This is harder than I thought
You was the one that I loved
and I wish that you was not gone
I know you in heaven smiling down
and telling me not to frown
But, how can I do that now
When you are no longer around
G-O-O-D-B-Y-E
G- Go on and say I didn't try with you
O- Over and over again I gave you my all
O- Only to find out you did not loved me the same
D- Doing what ever you wanted like you had no mate
B- Before I blame myself for anything you think I did
Y-You have to take the blame for everything you did too
E- Eternity was all I wanted but, you just made me feel blue
Good bye, no need to cry, I can tell that you are no longer mines
Good bye, no need to be sad, you got what you gave right back
Good bye, no need to suffer, you are now free to really wonder
Good bye, no need to stay, you are now free to go away
HOW MUCH MORE
I have stood by your side
With every single good-bye
Kept everything bottled inside
To make sure you never cry
When is is it over for good
You keep coming back to me
Then, I sit and reminisce
And, we combine again like this
How much more could I take
If with my heart you just play
I want to make it okay
but, you going to want to stay
P.A.S.S.I.O.N
P - PERFERCTLY FIT OUR TWO BODIES AND MINDS COMBINED
A- ADMIRING EACH OTHER THROUGH EACH OTHERS EYES
S- SAVING OUR LOVE FOR EACH OTHER TO HOLD EACH NIGHT
S- SERVING OUR MINDS AS WELL AS OUR HUNGER INSIDE
I- INDULGING IN ALL THE THINGS THAT MAKE US WHO WE ARE
O- OPEN TO LOVE AND ALL THAT IT PRESCRIBES
N- NO ONE ELSE WILL DO, YOU WAS MADE FOR ME AND I WAS MADE FOR YOU
BECAUSE OF YOU
I am ready for the world
Even in the coldest winter snow
I feel nothing but, your warmth
I am immune from the cold
Giving me a reason to live
And, a reason to survive
I am so happy inside
Sometimes I just want to cry
Cry, tears of joy
Because, you are by my side
No one could ever compare
To the love that we share
You complete me, yes you do
I will tell the skies above
That
because of you
I AM FINALLY IN LOVE
FRIEND
The warmness of your touch
Hugs that take the pain away
Memories of you make me feel safe
Like a sand castle built on a beach
You are like a new diary
I tell you more than all my secrets
and you always have the answers
Because, you know what I'm after
Your are my best hidden treasure
Your love I do not have to measure
You accept me for who I am
Because, you are my true friend
LOST
How else can I express
The way that I feel with you
Your like a misty ray of sunshine
And, all of my fantasies come true
You satisfied me more each day
And, I cant even imagine
A life without you by my side
Will just be really drastic
Is fantastic to know you
My body only needs your touch
The one that reaches my soul
And, that I love so much
I would be lost with out you
Your the guide to my heart
Like a map into my world
The man that I truly love
LONELY WITHOUT YOU
Lonely is what I am
When you are far away
I can eat, I can't sleep
My days feel unreal
I wrote this poem to you
To tell you how I feel
Without You
My life is incomplete
Can you please
Come back home
Never let me go
I need you
Next to me
because
you
are
my
all
EXPECTATIONS
I know what I expect from you
That's what I shall receive
The patients and dedication
That I need you to have with me
I expect you to be nice
I expect you to be my leaning shoulder
I expect you to be by my side
Specially when the nights are colder
I expect that you be your self
I expect you to be polite
I expect you to make things right
and love me with all your might
DID YOU KNOW
I been in the same situation as you
I been hurt a time or two
and through it all I learned
That love does not leave you blue
Did you know, it was not you
It was her that made you blue
Now unhappy with herself
because, of the cards she dealt
Now she feels lost and confused
and, she left your heart abused
You was there no matter what
Now she wish that she had you back
I'm saying to give it up
Leave all that negative aside
You should be alright soon
with the life that you once knew
HEAR ME
I am not just writing
I'm expressing what's in my heart
I need you to come back around
Some how I need you now
I want you to understand
I need you here, I need you always
I haven't felt anything like this in years
Can you please wipe away these tears
I don't know if it is over
I know that I need your arms
The one that received me each day
and gave me a reason to stay
Hear me now, I pray you do
Your all I need to make it through
I am nothing with out you
You made all my dreams come true
MIRROR, MIRROR
I'm a reflection of you
I am all you have
I am all you need
Tell me what do you see
Mirror, Mirror
I can see who I am
I look into you each day
Wishing I will never change
Can you tell me what I am thinking
Can you make it all come true
Mirror, Mirror on the wall
Everyday I look at you
KILLING ME SOFTLY
I never thought this day will come
The day that we would grow apart
Why have I done so wrong
That made you react this harsh
All I wanted was your happiness
To make all your dreams come true
I was all in it for you
Because, I knew you loved me too
Now I haven't a clue
On what it is that you do
I thought I was your one and only
But, now your killing me softly
LIKE A DIAMOND
I could use a karat or two
I want to sparkle like you
Maybe a little less
Because, is you that I want to impress
I want to be bright and glossy
So that people can notice me
But, I want you to know
I just want you to glow
I want us to last forever
like something in a museum of art
Brighter than the sunny skies
as you shine bright as a star
Forever I plan to last
Because, our love will never grow old
You can always count on me
Because, I am forever yours
FORGET
Why can I erase
The past that I had
Why can I forget you
After all you put me through
How come I can't stop thinking
I just sit here and reminisce
Thinking of all we been through
And, the memories of you
What have you done to me
I can't eat, I can't sleep
How can I ever trust
That you think about us
I want to forget you
From this day and move on
but, I can not forget
The first moment we met
PAINFUL GOODBYE
I didn't get to say
Goodbye
It just hit me by surprise
You were no longer my guy
I did recognize the signs
The fear that I had inside
Losing you forever
Now came to light
My mind is now puzzled
I never seen us crumble
but, now all I can do is cry
about this painful goodbye
JOY
Joy is what I feel inside
Joy is what I always wanted
Joy is more happy days with you
Joy is like a dream come true
You are all I need
You are all I ever wanted
You are my air that I breathe
You are my everything
Tell me that you'll always stay
Tell me that we will never part
Tell me that I'm your lucky star
Tell me that you will treasure my heart
GONE
I don't feel the heat
When we in the sheet
Nothing in between
Even when we kiss
Your touch I no longer feel
Your hands feel so cold
My body is frozen
Like an Ice-cream cone
Tell me what went wrong
We were once so strong
Our love really meant something
But, now is all gone
SOON
I asked are you ready
You said no, not yet
I asked what do you want
You said only my heart
I asked do you want to be married
You said we already there
I asked what can I do
You said just be mines and care
I asked do you want children
You said we already have one
I asked am I your everything
You said soon
You will know this too
FOR YOUR LOVE
For your love
I would do anything
I would give up my life
Just to be your lawful wedded wife
For your love
I would try to fly a plane
I would go to the end of space
Just to keep a smile on your face
For your love
I would do what ever it takes
I would give you a fresh start
Just so you can hold my heart
For your love
I would do all the above
I would give you all I have inside
Just to keep you in my life
SAVE ME
From the unknown
My sadness taking over
My days of doubt
My tears from pouring out
From all that I know
My body temperature from being cold
My heart from getting sold
My love story from being untold
From this cruel world of pain
My problems driving me insane
My bad memories coming back
Please save my broken heart
F.O.R.E.V.E.R
Forever and ever
that's what you promised me
On my ring finger I hold your ring
that alone says I am
your
everything
I want to be yours forever
I never want to leave
I need you to stay
and give me
what
I miss
Give me your heart
right from the start
You will always be my world
and each other we will hold
I want you
to be
my
all
PICTURE
Like silk sheets on a bed
Like sweet candy yam
You are part of whom I am
you are the perfect man
Is sunny everyday
Like mountains on dew
every waken moment
I paint a picture of you
Your everything wrap up in one
My friend and my confidant
I will never leave your side
You are my valentine's
FORTUNATE
I
want you forever
be mines
everyday that I awake
I
Need you to fill my day
Like orange juice on breakfast
I
am thankful to have you
glad that I've got a chance
and
I will continue
to be the woman that I am
I
feel at peace
you are the only one I want to please
in every way possible
I
have a reason to live
Fortunate
to have found you
HUGS
So warm
So gentle
Did I forget to mention
My body needs your attention
Hugs are so nice
Specially from you
Just when I need it too
I be so happy
to be
hugging you
Like to feel your heart
Beating next to mines
You smiling at me
and I'm warm inside
pride
It won't let you rationalize
It wont let you see the other side
You'll think you always 100% right
But, know that you wrong all along
Pride does not care
it only hurts
the person
who is trying to
get through
to you
and wont
Don't let it get in the way
of a happy home
it will destroy it
like a hurricane
with names that are unknown
PUPPIES
The are so precious
soft like a babies butt
one look at them
will have you stuck
I want to keep them all
they are all so cute
like a soft cotton ball
you will want one too
Puppies are cuddly
Soft like a dove
I want them all
Why must they grow
MOTHER
The one who knows me best
Never leaves my side
Whether I'm wrong or right
One of a kind and she is all mines
A true friend and confidant
I can tell all my secrets to
Because, she will never tell a soul
Your house is my only home
I can't find the words
That describe how I feel about you
I am so glad your my mother
and wouldn't trade you for no other
DESTINY
It was written in the sky
You are meant to be mines
You was never in disguise
I knew that it was you from the start
The one sent from above
Describe to me in my dreams
I knew that you would be mines
From the moment you arrived
You eyes touched my soul
You warmed me all over inside
I can't see me being with out you
It is you my destiny
and
I am so glad
I found
You
THANK YOU
Thank you
For loving me completely
For not playing with my mind
For giving me all of you
For taking your precious time
For waiting on me patiently
For seeing I was special
For making sure I was loved
For these things I am grateful
For standing by me no matter what
For showing the world that I'm yours
For making me feel secure
For giving me so much more
Thank You
From the bottom of my heart
To yours
I will forever treasure
You in every measure
WILL YOU MARRY ME?
I am not asking for everything
you own
I only want you
I want to be your Sun
Moon
and Earth
Can we make the day come soon
I want to hold you forever
give you all
that you will need
whether is taking
all from me
I just want you
to be happy
can I be
all you deserve
make you feel like your the one
everyday
you feel like as if you won
There is no mistaken
I want to be
yours
and feel complete
will
you
marry
me ?
GOOD-LUCK CHARM
Every time that I am with you
I feel like a winner
Nothing seems impossible
I can do it all
You make me feel like the first time
every time we are together
I want to know more of you
and give you all my love
You are my good luck charm
I knew that from the start
you are more than I acquired
and whom I only desire
MAKE ME SAY IT
Your name
That you are the one
That you are my everything
That I am completely yours
That I cant be with out you
That I'll keep wanting more
That you are the man
That you make me whole
That my body needs you
to keep it always warm
That
I
love
you
and
we
will
forever
be
LIE AFTER LIES
You told me you loved me
where did it all go?
you talk to me crazy
and expect us to grow
You said I'm emotional
what way should I be
when I want
is you here with me
Lie after Lies
You make me feel blue
I told my heart to not rush
but, I can't let go of you
YOUR PRESENCE
I can still feel your warmth
as you laid on our bed
on those cold nights
I cant deny I miss you
with all my might
There is nothing different
the days are still days
but, is missing your smile
in every way
I feel so distance
in every day
Nothing I can do
to bring you back home
your at a place
of the unknown
but, I still feel your presence
in all I know
MY SWEET VALENTINE'S
You gave me all that I ever wanted
and more than I needed
The flowers the candy
the jewelry that's all dandy
I never imagined
no one so sweet
my days never bittersweet
I want this forever
you are my everything
My sweet valentine's
of all days
I give you my soul
to have them
with
you
I
will
conquer
all
NEW LOVE
I fell so hard
right from the start
you are my all
and all I want
I want to keep
this love forever
there has always
been
what
I wanted
These are some of the reason
why
this
New
Love
started
I'M DONE
You hurt me for the last time
I wont be back again
I'm done with loving you
been patient for too long
you wouldn't of known
because, all you are
is about you
how can you be
so untrue
tell me you love me
and then you do
what you do
I'm done
there is
no more us
there is
no more love
I
am done
A DREAM
I felt your touch
How can this not be reality
is it inside me what I feel
or was it real
I seen your face
I touched your lips
how can this be
your not here with me
Is there anything I missed
I felt your warmth
as we kissed
and you held me
tight next to your hips
I guess I was wrong
it was all
a dream
that you were
here
right
with
me
MY LIFE
I encounter many obstacles
never the ones
I could not solve
could not help
to fall in love
he was
my
all
I made it through the rain
never imagined the lost
I couldn't of known
You was the one
I needed by
my
side
The best time of my life
was when you were there
now I don't know
why your not here
but, I need you
in
my
life
AT LAST
I am complete
I have what I always wanted
My days no longer cold
my life going on track
I wont ever go back
this is where
my love
is
at
At last
The love I waited for is near
my eyes wont ever cry tears
because he wont disappear
he will always
be
right
here
Can we make it last
forever because we deserve better
I hope that you will stay
because, for you I prayed
ROOM OF DISAPPOINTMENT
Surrounded by these four walls.
I think about what we been through
What you've say to me are signs and clues
That the love we shared is really through
Admit it, we been fell out of the love wagon
We really don’t act the same
we act more like two lovers going in different lanes
Must be someone else, tell me her name, I can feel it,
our love is no longer your enjoyment
as I sit in this room of disappointments
but, you insist our love has just begun and that we cannot be undone
I need you to see what we are a thing of the past
and that I am officially over what we had